so, i was dating this guy. and we became really close. he was amazing and i never did anything to him to hurt him. he told me hed never break up with me.  he didnt, he got his friend to do it at 9 a.m the day after valentines day.

yup.

and if u think it couldnt get worse, he said "are you mad at me?" a few minutes later when he called me back.

"of course im not. im perfectly happy that you broke my heart! you silly boy!"

so if there are any nice guys out there on mindsay that are single, hey lets talk.

jeez i sound desperate, but ive been having bad luck with all the guys i know.

blahhhh. comment on this:]

you know you wanttt too<3

oh and btw. my phone, ipod, t.v and life got taken away cuz of my report card

OH SHUCKS;]

SHIT!!!!!!

i am so mad.  my mom is pregnant!

She promised us that we would only have 3 kids.  Britt, Me and lily.  Then two months later they got pregnant with mila.  then i was in my room.  I heard my mom and dad saying " Okay well this test is positive, but we'll try three more pregnancy tests just to be sure. "  blah blah blah..

I WAS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME!

the reason im upset is because i have to babysit 90% of my life!  so another baby is gunna hurt me.  Plus... its gunna make me feel worse because of something i did in the past year.  CAN ANYONE GIVE ME ADVICE???!!!

and my boyfriends a great help.  psh barely.

(SARCASM MOTHER FUCKER)

god i keeep swaering.

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fml.

My birthday was yesterday..

my parents gave me an itouch... and took it away 5 seconds after i got it.. isnt it awesome.. i get grounded on my fricken birthday.  my rents wont let me move out.. but i gtg and get the baby up from her nap.. shes so cute.. lol i love her.. its like she  nos me better than anyone else.  shes like the only one that loves me besides my boyfriend. 

maybe ill have him over tonight? lol. idk

ilyguys<3

does fear stand for

fuck everything and run

or

face everything and realize?

I AM FAILING ALMOST EVERY SUBJECT...

home is so busy'

i get home everyday and stay with the baby.. EVERY STINKIN DAY

i have tennis which i lost most of my skill with. im losin weight tho.  i lost 8 pounds. i know tmi tmi but im just freakin excited. its my birthday october 16th.. and i hope my parents arent to cheap to get me a gift.  lol

i also feel bad. i nvr have time for my bf. our 6 month aniversary is coming up. what to do what to do?'

grrr. i need to go to sleep. but the baby is crying so........................................................................................

bye<3